one week and a day it's been, since my last post. i want to thank those of you who left a comment (or two) in response. i just could not stand not hearing back from you guys. i miss all of you like nothing else in the world... i needed that. so thank you.
the weekend was long in terms of hours, but short in terms of days. basically, i had some stuff to do, and i didn't have time for myself. friday night was not as i expected it to be (though still enjoyable), saturday was homecoming game (so i was with the band the whole day), and then today, i went to downtown davis to pick up some job applications. i got myself about 14 of them, so yeah. one of them has to hit a jackpot. please. lol... 'college kid' might as well fit under the category of 'the needy'.
other than that, though... wow. i think today was one of the most complicated yet resolute days i've had in weeks. everything went wrong, then went right. i guess you have to become a total wreck before aid is given, i guess. my "morning" started off about two in the afternoon (hence the word "morning" in quotations), and it was not a good start. i didn't feel great for the whole day due to that, but i walked my problems away (getting job applications... which wasn't the happiest thing in the world, either). then, i came back around 7:30pm, and that's where it all changed. the problem that had surfaces this morning was solved, i did some calling on my phone, and strengthened ties. i resolved the biggest problem i had in a matter of 30 minutes. then i checked my site, and more comments. i really love you guys, i do. thanks again.
now the only thing i need is sleep. i have not gotten any sleep (well, not at all enough). and i won't be able to sleep in the whole week coming up. but i'm still functioning, i guess. i'll just have to watch myself.
i miss you guys. don't forget that, all of you.
with love,
mai/ momma mai/ mommy/ nala/ lil BIG sis/ oney-chan/ sharona/ half mike/ lesbian/ pretty, pretty princess/ brutha 4/ big sis/ BJs/ and any other name you've addressed me as (and i know of it). i don't forget those easily, you know. and each one is very special to me.
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